Disclaimer: Marvel owns all the characters. I'm not making any
    money off of this. Please don't sue me. It's a Wonderful Life is by
    Frank Capra and all credit goes to Turner Entertainment (I think
    that's who
    owns it).

    Continuity: An alternate-AKB story set in my Logan/Kurt universe.
    The narrator is Bobby.

    Notes: This is a Christmas present for Kaylee, to thank her for her
    wonderful series. I wouldn't have come back to fanfiction without
    her and the Mooks! And, since it's a Christmas present, I'm posting
    it as a surprise to her and everyone (pats her beta-testers for not
    getting to see it first) ^-^

    To everyone: Have the happiest of Holidays and be safe!



    Zuzu's Petals
    by Renard



    It's Christmas morning. Early. Ororo's made sure it's a white
    Christmas and the flakes are falling past the window like delicate
    curls of lace. I watch each snowflake drop, each one perfectly
    formed. Remy is curled against my side, his breath mostly rhythmic.
    I feel so warm with him against me as I watch the snow fall. Like
    petals.

    Last night we watched It's A Wonderful Life. We watch it every year
    on Christmas Eve. It's one of Jean's "bonding" rituals. I think
    it's just an excuse for all of us to get sappy and mushy.

    Jean and Scott curled up in one chair. Hank took up the other.
    Logan and family were stretched out on the couch. Kurt's settled in
    to stay and Jubilee might as well be their adopted daughter. And
    where there's love, there's family I always say. Or something like
    that. Ororo was squished on the couch too but she wasn't complaining.

    And then there was Remy and me, curled up on the love seat. I could
    feel his thin, fragile chest pressing into me, just like I feel it
    now.

    But, that's not what's important. The petals are what I wanted to
    talk about.

    Jean was already sniffling when we came to the scene. You know. The
    part about Zuzu and her flower. One of, oh, fifty scenes in the
    movie that make Jean cry. Unlike some of the others, though, no one
    else ever cries during this scene.

    Usually that is.

    See, in the movie, there's this little kid on the screen, looking up
    at Jimmy Stewart with her big eyes and saying, "Look Daddy...paste
    it." And she hands him this flower and a few petals that have fallen
    off, expecting him to fix it and make everything all better. And he
    pretends to fix it, but really he just stuffs the petals back in his
    pocket and hands the flower back to her. And he says, "There it is,
    good as new." And she believes him. And she's happy.

    That's when Jean and I both started balling like babies. It was
    really embarrasing.

    No one called me out on it, though. And it didn't embarrass Remy.
    He just got this sad, misty look in his eyes and kissed me on the
    cheek.

    Now it's Christmas. And I can't help wishing I was George Bailey,
    able to paste flowers and people back together and make everything
    good as new. But, for now at least, Remy's here, real and warm. And
    the snow is falling, covering everything like a white blanket.
    That's why I like snow. It's not so transparent as ice. It makes
    everything look better for a little while.

    Just like petals. It's always worth it to enjoy their scent, even
    after they've shriveled up and gone.

            

     


    ==end==

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