(Are You) The One 
    That I've Been Waiting For?


TENTATIVE.NET
November 14, 2000

It's finally done! What was intended as a (at most) three-part story has finally been ended, with much force of discipline. What was meant to be an utterly serious and straightforward rewriting of the story took on many twists and turns. Characters were added; aspects were changed; humor was inserted. But then again, rewriting is all about change, isn't it?

It wasn't easy -- part of me wished it could go on for longer, because I've grown to love Hades and Persephone and enjoy writing them, as well as reading the feedback I have received. Part of me also wanted to end it as quickly as possible, because every legend has an end, and it was time for this one's.

But legends don't end, do they? They live on and on, retold and rewritten. That's the best part about myths -- they change each time they are told.

Feedback would be absolutely adored. I'd love to know what you think.

Also: The wonderfully talented Glockgal drew me Hades and Perseph! :D Take a look, isn't it gorgeous? Ooo, so much leg. . . talk about intimate. (*grin*) And check out the frame! One corner is about spring and life and such, and another corner has the little skull and bones. . . Glockgal draws amazingly subtle subtext in her art, I'm always impressed by the detail she shows (for instance, check out Hades's robe and Perseph's dress). The scene in which this takes place in is here.

This was written with her in mind. :) Now go tell Glockgal how uber-terrific she is. Because she just is.

Note 1: If you have any fan-art of Hades and Persephone, feel free to send them to me. I would love to put them up! :)
Note 2: This, of course, is not the final rewrite on things. Rewrites never end. Someone once told me their idea of what Hades and Persephone's wedding should be like, and I'd loved it and wanted to use it. Unfortunately, as things developed, I found out that I could choose no other ending but this. This is my personal interpretation, so please feel free to make yours too.


Hades and Persephone

[ Part I ] [ Part II ] [ Part III ] [ Part IV ] [ Part V ]

Part VI [conclusion]

"Do you realize what you've DONE?" Zeus thundered, the very magnitude of his voice shaking the timbers of the Olympian throne room. The room was huge and long, richly decorated as befitting his status as king of the gods, but right now it was empty of any other presence save for Zeus's and Hades's. Zeus had, with great dignity, commanded everyone to give him and his brother a little privacy to talk. That dignity then flew out the window as soon as Zeus had Hades all to himself.

Instead of resting on his throne and overseeing disagreements with a bored, regal expression, Zeus was on his feet and pounding his fists through the air. He stood on the stage while Hades remained where he was on the golden-edged carpet. Considering he was a full head shorter than Hades, however, Zeus only came to eye-level with his brother despite the stage.

Zeus stopped pacing and shoved his face half an inch away from Hades's. His blue eyes gave out sparks, contrasting with Hades's cold black eyes that refused to feed the flames.

"I ask you again, brother," Zeus said through gritted teeth, "do you realize what you've done?"

"I know what I've done," Hades replied flatly. "The question is whether you believe me."

Zeus bellowed and whirled around, pacing once more. Hades could feel the ground rumble beneath him, a sign of Zeus's frustration. But despite the hustle and bustle, throwing a thunderbolt was far from Zeus's mind, mainly because Hades knew that Zeus was more worried than enraged. He was only shouting because it was the one way that he knew to express his feelings.

"You have compromised Perseph!" Zeus yelled. "You have kept her in your domain for four days! Alone!"

"We were not alone. My demons were there, as always."

"Your demons are loyal to the death, you blackheart! They'd trade whatever they have left of a soul if it meant pleasing you! No one would expect them to contradict your words!"

Hades's eyes narrowed as they followed Zeus's erratic pacing. "That is because there is nothing to contradict. Perseph slept in my chambers. I slept in another room. Her integrity has not been compromised, and would never be. She is too strong for that."

"I know that, but does Demeter? Or the other gods?" Zeus whirled back to face him. "So you can swear you have not touched her in any way that was improper?"

Hades hesitated. He remembered touching Perseph's ankle, feeling it for injuries. He'd had good reason to, but he didn't think Zeus would see it that way. And Demeter would hit the roof if she ever found out.

She very nearly did, two hours ago when she had arrived in the Underworld. If she could, she would have brought the whole cavern down. Hermes, the messenger of gods, was with her too, as well as the skinny, pale one named Cyane. Demeter had also brought her underlings, as if their power combined could possibly overcome Hades's. Demeter was bold, Hades had to give her that.

Although she was an ungodly pain when she was shrilly indignant. As soon as Hades and Perseph had arrived at the scene, she had pulled Perseph to her side and launched a furious tirade aimed at Hades. How dare he do this, how dare he do that, did he think he could get away with it. For a brief instant, Hades pictured having her as a mother-in-law, and felt a headache at the thought.

Then he saw Cyane laying a hand on Pereseph's arm, and felt an irrational rage at the gesture. He'd managed to tamp it down, but only barely. Why should you feel angry? he told himself. You have no claim over her.

Perseph didn't seem to notice the hand. "Mother, stop, please," she tried to dissuage Demeter. "It wasn't Hades's fault. I asked to stay longer."

"Hades!" Demeter gasped, staring at her daughter. "You call him Hades? His lord Hades, have you forgotten?"

Cyane's hand was still on her arm. He looked distressed, more than any childhood friend had the right to be, blast him. "Perseph, how could you? Don't you realize you have compromised yourself by staying in his domain unattended?"

Perseph tried to shake off his hand, irritated. "We did nothing wrong, and even if we did it would be none of your business."

"Perseph!" Cyane stared at her in horror. "You would give yourself to this god? Is your virtue worth so little? Have you no honor?"

In the next instant Hades had leapt forward and plowed his fist right against Cyane's face. Demeter screamed, and Perseph gasped. The crowd around them began jabbering. Hades only stood there, looking down at the fallen Cyane and clenching his fist. "Never question Perseph's honor," he said coldly. "She has more home than this entire throng combined."

Demeter whimpered rather extravagantly in the background. "Oh, by Artemis's tiny arm-hairs. He called you Perseph. He called you Perseph."

"Mother. . ." Perseph looked exasperated. She cast an apologetic look at Hades. There was also something else in her eyes, something that she wanted to tell him. He just didn't know what it was.

Cyane stumbled to prop himself up on his elbows, clutching his nose. Hades tightened his fist, and Hermes chose that moment to step forward. "We cannot settle things this way," the messenger stated, the wings on his hat fluttering. His look warned Hades that any further folly on his part could result in war. Hades was, after all, very much feared throughout Olympus. If the gods thought he had hurt Perseph in any way, they would not hesitate to launch an all-out battle against him.

Didn't they understand that he could never, would never, hurt Perseph?

Demeter had wrathfully demanded an audience with Zeus. Hades and Zeus may be related, but she was certain the king of gods would prevail on her side. Now the brothers stood alone in the throne room, debating their dilemma.

Zeus folded one hand over the other behind his back. "This is Demeter we're talking about, you know. She will not be satisfied."

"You don't have to tell me that." Throughout the entire time, Hades's eyes never left Zeus. "But it is the truth. Nothing improper happened between Perseph and I. Nor will I say that it has. I will not force her to marry me because of it; I will not confine her that way."

"By thunder, Hades, this is not a matter of confinement --"

"It is. Perseph could never live in my world. It would dim the glow within her, and I would never want that to happen. For the four days she was with me, she had not gone to the gardens to perform her duties." It hurt him to say it, but he did anyway. "She does not belong with me."

Zeus eyed him over his shoulder. "Don't you realize that it does not matter what you or she did, or didn't do? The suspicion is already there, and will always be there. Ares will come after you with a blazing sword. Apollo will seek to place a curse on you."

"Let them. I am not afraid."

"No? Then recall this, brother: this involves Perseph too. No god will look at her in the same way again. Her life will never be the same because of this."

Hades felt his blood run cold. He did not care what anybody said about him. He was used to their worst fears and insults. But tainting Perseph's reputation. . .

He bowed his head and closed his eyes. He did not realize that Zeus had approached him until he felt his presence right next to him. He looked up and met the king of gods' sympathetic blue eyes.

"You love her, don't you?" Zeus asked.

Hades did not bow his head. His gaze never wavered. "Yes," he said softly. "I do."

* * *

Perseph's breath caught. Her hand flew first to her mouth, then to her heart, where its fingers trembled. She barely remembered to be careful where she shifted her weight, for she stood on the throne room's window ledge, twenty feet from the ground. She had been so determined on overhearing what Zeus told Hades that she'd managed to escape Demeter's notice and entreat Ahro's help in getting up to the ledge.

There she had listened in on the conversation. She had heard every word.

Ahro was hanging on in the ledge below hers. "My lady?" he asked in a hushed tone. She did not know how sharp his pointed ears were, and thus did not know if he'd heard anything too.

Hades loved her. He'd said so. Perseph had feared that the treatment he'd received his whole life had forced him to shield his inner being, rendering it imperceptible to all emotions. She had wondered if he would ever allow himself to open up his soul. And now she had her answer. He loved her.

She had grown to know him during her stay in the Underworld, and had learned more about him than Hades himself would have wanted to reveal. She had fallen in love with his dry sense of humor, the intensity of his gaze, the devoted attention he paid her every word. She adored their walks down the caverns, where he had told her of his experiences. He made her laugh with stories of his demons; he broke her heart when he quietly spoke of the grievances he'd suffered. His voice bore no malice, as if he expected no less from other people's reactions. But Perseph knew how much he hurt from their snideness.

His quiet dignity made her want to punch those people herself. It also made her love him more.

She remembered the first night she'd stayed in the Underworld. She had laid in his bed, breathing in his scent, and was overwhelmed by the utter silence and darkness around her. Finally she tip-toed to the door and quietly pulled it open. Ahro, who had been assigned to guard her door, had awoken instantly and skittered away. Before Perseph could even blink, he arrived with Hades, the dark god rubbing his eyes.

"Is anything the matter?" Hades asked, his voice slightly rough from sleep. It gave Perseph a funny feeling in her lower belly.

"No," she said, then hesitated. "It's too quiet," she confessed. "I am used to hearing life breathing around me while I sleep. Here I feel so. . . alone."

He gazed at her in silence for a moment, then lifted a hand to push the door further open. She stepped back, startled, as he entered and closed the door in Ahro's face.

He extended a hand towards the bed. "Go on," he said softly. "I'll stay until you fall asleep."

He settled in the chair next to the bed, his mantle barely rustling beneath him. Perseph was very aware of his presence -- how could she not be? -- as she lay down, but she did not send him away. Though overwhelming, his presence was also comforting. Safe. It was the same feeling she'd experienced in the temple gardens.

She gazed at the stars in the inner folds of his cloak, then, slowly, reached out her hand and touched them.

She sensed his head turn in the darkness; though startled, he did not move. The stars winked as she passed her fingers over them -- cold with little bumps, like silver sequins -- then they vanished from sight, as if assured of her presence.

After a while, Hades told her stories to help her sleep. His voice, dark and low, comforted her in the chambers. She almost fought against the sleep overcoming her just because she wanted to continue listening to him. As her eyes drifted shut, he pulled the covers higher over her and whispered to himself, "You're as beautiful as the red flame-flowers in the temple gardens."

It was then that she knew where the safe feeling she'd gotten in the gardens had come from.

He did the same for the next few nights that she'd stayed over. Sometimes they spoke quietly in the dark, smothering chuckles as they made fun of Poseidon's hairstyle. Sometimes he just watched her silently as she closed her eyes and pretended to sleep.

Once she was tempted to ask him to lay next to her, just to feel his tall, protective warmth nearby. She resisted the urge only because she was afraid he would be repulsed by her boldness.

Ahro's voice broke through her reverie. "My lady? Goddess? Are you all right?"

Perseph opened her eyes and looked at the sky beyond. Then she glanced below at the demon. "Yes, Ahro, I'm all right."

Then, to the demon's utter consternation, she pushed open the window and slipped into the throne room.


So I've sat and I've watched an ice-age thaw 
Are you the one that I've been waiting for?













<<< continued

* * *

Hades stared at her as she stepped through the window, stunned. He seemed frozen in place. Zeus's bearded jaw dropped and remained down in a wave of astonishment. He looked like he didn't know whether he should sputter in indignation or in horror.

"Perseph!" Zeus finally shouted. "How many times have I told you that good goddesses do not hitch up their skirts and climb all over the place?"

Perseph sighed and resisted an urge to laugh. Sometimes it was wonderful having the king of gods regard himself as your father figure. Other times, it was extremely bothersome.

"Oh really, Zeus," she said, tucking in her skirt daintily as she sought a foothold. "Need I remind you of your daughter Artemis?"

Zeus sputtered aloud this time. It never failed to get his goat that his daughter, goddess of the hunt, was the pinnacle of athleticism. Artemis liked to tease her old-fashioned father by challenging the gods to a footrace -- she always won. Plus humans loved to spread the rumor that Artemis ran around with a bow and arrow in the nude. That was enough to drive any father up the wall.

Hades managed to snap out of his state, and quickly hurried forward. Perseph, seeing that there was nothing to aid in her climb downwards, smiled at him. "Are you ready, Hades?" she asked.

Hades looked taken aback by her calling him by his name, instead of "my lord Hades." He stood below the window, staring up at her height of twenty feet. "Ready for what?" he asked back.

She stepped off the ledge and fell through the air. She heard Zeus give a bellow, and a skittering sound outside the window that was probably Ahro scurrying up to peep through the open window. Hades let out an oath below her, and she smiled at his tone. He was unbelievably sexy when he was cross.

She landed in his arms, just as she had that day in the cavern. This time she remained conscious as she smiled and put her arms around his neck. About to open his mouth to reproach her, Hades now only gazed at her, speechless at this goddess in his arms with her own arms around him.

She put her mouth near his ear and felt him shiver. Her senses brimmed with confidence. "I have to ask you a question," she whispered.

He whispered back. "What?"

"Marry me."

He pulled back and stared at her.

She grinned. "Okay, so it wasn't really a question."

* * *

There were a couple of disgruntled faces at the wedding. Some snide glances and whispering behind the backs of hands, too, but the bride and groom were happy, and that, in Perseph's and Hades's opinion, was all that mattered.

Demeter had been scandalized by the news that her daughter had proposed to the Lord of the Underworld. For one thing, the very idea of Perseph doing something like that. . . it was just not done. For another thing, this was the Lord of the Underworld. It was horrible news.

After Perseph managed to calm her hysterical mother -- something that took three hours and forty-five minutes, not including Demeter's relapse when Ahro leapt forward to plead his master's case, thus sending the goddess into another pitch of fits -- Perseph told Demeter how much she loved Hades, and how much he loved her.

"He truly cares for me," Perseph assured her mother.

Ahro snorted from behind Perseph's dress. "He has to, if he's willing to have such a mother-in-law," the demon muttered.

Perseph discreetly ground her foot against his, sending him into a series of yelps. He was then silent for the rest of the duration.

It hadn't been easy. Demeter had wailed her protests loudly. "But you are my daughter!" she cried. "Daughter of the harvest! You were supposed to help me nourish the earth with love and life, and now you want to stay with - with Hades of the Underworld in that cold, dark, sterile land, leaving me --"

"Mother, mother, no." Perseph captured Demeter's hands in hers and held them there, gaining Demeter's attention. She smiled gently at her mother. "I am not leaving you. I will not desert my duties. Hades had the same concerns as well -- he almost refused my proposal because he did not want to deprive me of what I am. I changed his mind." She grinned.

Demeter looked ill. Perseph quickly continued, "I am not going to be confined to the Underworld. Hades would never restrict me that way. I am free to go anywhere I please. In the day I will go to the gardens to perform my duties, just as I always do. At night I will return to live with my husband. If he is not busy, he might join me in the gardens. And likewise, if I am free, I will accompany him in his duties."

Demeter's distress was only slightly quelled by her daughter's reassurances. It was later completely vanquished when Hades paid his visit to Demeter. He had listened to her rail at him, nodded at the appropriate moments, and courteously held his tongue while she went on and on about her grievances. The only time he spoke was when she asked him a question or when she challenged Perseph's happiness with him.

Perseph had been impressed with Hades's strategy. By not antagonizing Demeter, he had earned Demeter's acceptance, even if she stoically voiced her disapproval. After Demeter had dismissed him, he had turned to Perseph and winked.

Now Perseph stood beside Hades, with their arms linked, in the golden pastures at the heart of Olympus. Zeus stood before them to give them his blessings. Demeter had stubbornly refused to hold the ceremony in the Underworld, but fortunately she said nothing about the guest list. As always, her theory was the more the merrier, the more flamboyant the better. She had invited all the gods in Olympus to attend the wedding, and had been shocked out of words when Hades invited all his demons too.

She recovered quickly enough to arrange the appropriate seating: those on the side of the groom -- the demons -- were shown to one side, and those on the side of the bride -- all the other gods, in her opinion -- were seated on the other. Not that it stopped the demons from making faces at the gods from across the aisle. They were not even afraid when Demeter cast them her coldest glare. It was nothing compared to what they'd experienced throughout their time with Hades.

Perseph smiled and rested her head against her husband-to-be's shoulder. His own smile was tender as he placed his hand over hers and drew her closer. There was darkness on one side of the pasture and bright light on the other; and where they stood in the middle, the two elements had converged into one. The guests exchanged impressed whispers at the beautiful sight.

Zeus performed the godly ceremony, ending it by scattering gold dust above them to bring them good luck and happiness. The gold dust decorated Hades's cloak like stars, and Perseph hid a smile.

Hades leaned close to Perseph's ear. "Are you happy, wife?"

She nuzzled against his shoulder. "Yes, husband," she said. "I am very happy."

* * *

And this, ladies and gents, is the truth. Hades and Persephone were willfully, happily in love when they married. Neither of them gave up their world for the other; instead, they both merged into one.

The storytellers do not tell us this, because it goes against their beliefs. No one could possibly want to bind oneself with the Lord of the Underworld, could one? No one could possibly be happy with such a dark and deadly god.

But Persephone could, and she did.


The End

[ So what did you think? Tell me. :) What did you like about the story? What did you not like? Do you want to read more of such rewritings of myths, and if so, which myth? Or would you like to suggest something else? ]

December 17, 2000 addendum: Check out the Perseph pic Junkie sent to me in a Christmas card! :D

May 10, 2001 addendum: Guess what? Girlyskin colored the Hades & Perseph pic that Glockgal drew! And the result is awesome! Check it out!


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